it has been along time i did not post anything to my blog….well it is time for me to make some conclusion about the life i gone through….a few days more i will go to a new environment to further my study…..b4 that i shall tell u guys what had i gone through these times whe i “disappear”….
lets start from what i got my spm result….
i got my spm result…in my mind that time…i only think of going to further my study at stpm level or so called form 6…but when a few week after that, i knew that there was a programme named matriculation..actually i dun know anything about matriculation,A level or foundation….i only knew about stpm….i applied matriculation but i juz dun know anything about it….they said matriculation provided an alternative pathway for us to further our study …namely faster and hv higher opportunity to enter university….then finally i got my offer…offer letter…here n there….then 10 may 2009 i entered KMPP( kolej matrikulasi pulau pinang@ penang matriculation college)….under government subsides…i wll get RM 2500 as allowance during the 1 year programmes….
when i entered my college and went for registration,entered my hostel C5.2.5….when i entered…omg…this is so small n 4 ppl ned to squeeze in that room….4 beds, 4 cupboards..4 tables…that was my 1st reflection….then i start my terrible orientation,finally i started my lecture…..tutorial….practical….skim through my timetable…there were 4 main subjects english, mathematics, biology, and my favourite subject …CHEMISTRY…..got to know all the lecturers…..and other subjects such as dinamika,computer science,…only i word can decribed “ hectic”…..juz imagine…after i lecture..tutorial is rushing to come…and practical class….everything were stirred….i ned to complte my tutorial b4 hand…hand in my report mostly the next day….rushing to each lecture hall….grab a bite b4….luckily i still can wake up 6 am in the morning….sleep at 10 pm….thk godness i was able to do it….jus dun know why ..but i think i learn my secondary fren ….HYL..she is a hardworking gal….
then i start my mid term test….the scene was just like we r sitting for SPM….solemn…..after that was my sem 1 final test…it was totally ruined in my hand…..then i go through my last sem ….start a new sem…start to learned ORGANIC CHEMISTRY…i jus lv it very much….but other jus hate it..hehe….biology …long syllabus….mathematic….those sin, cos,,,tangent,….these made me blur…blur…and blur…..althoough it was verry packed….i stll managed to survive….to complte all the homework….hehe…..i think my major support were from my fren…my practicum mates..there were 23 of them at the beginning….evry1 of them has their own characteristics….have their own capability….mashi,anur,fifi,asma, sharifah,izzati.mimi,wan,miera,mariah,baar,effa,el,yus,yana,qid,dayah,som,& so on….
we support each other…they may dun know how they support me..but when they asked me Q,i study more& more…asking lots of Q…that is how they managed to help going through this whole programme….i jus lv them 2 much….trying my very best to help them as their fasi for chem….they helped me lot…in everything…..know how to managed my life well…
my rrommates….afiq..siddiq..hariz….they were good to me…i juz lv them very much….all the lecturers helped me a lots in my study…..PN IJA…..PN HUSNA…EN SHAFFIE…EN AZMAN….MDM AZAH…MR YEOH…N ALL THE LECTURER…ESPEcially PN HUSNA..she helped alot in chemistry…..although she is pregnant….she still managed to helped me..answered all y Q…giving tips to answer….helpeed me who haunted her everyday…i jus dun know how 2 thank her…at the last day….i fely wan 2 cry when wan 2 apart with her………tear were welling in my eyes….
after finished the programmes, i went back to johor..bac to home….nice with my extra king size bed…haha..cozy….then i spent my life at home..did not go to work….i stayed at home on9 evryday…..i wattched the drama which i missed ….hug my dog….went to shopping….
and then the judgement day has finally come…my result is coming out…..i worried…unable 2 sleep…i answered my paper ..i dun wan anything go wrong..although my 1st sem got 4.00… but i jus can dun think of it….finallly my result came out…i cgpa of 4.00…i was on the cloud nine…hehe…then another burden is coming…my local university application….omg….dunknow wat to apply..there are 2 many course offer… the only thing i know is I LOVE CHEMISTRY…..then i applied for pharmacy, chemistry.forensic, oleochem….while waiting for my result to come out…i managed 2 hv fun…i went to primary 6 class gathering…we hv lot of chatting..photo shot…..managed to connect each other…but the person i missed did not come…….i went to sing karaoke…archery…and FOOD…lots of foods…..like tons of calories i hd…jus exaggerating…and hv steamboat with my frenz…
and finnaly muy university application came out…i got pharmacy offer from ukm..which is my 1st choice…i was happy….but suddenly my heart changed….dun know …my heart tell me 2 bcome a doctor…a teacher….a pharmacist…i was confused..dun know wat to do…. evrything will get the answer when i started my lesson….so…wish me luck for my study……
